⭐️☘️🍪09.06.2024📸🌷🍀

Oh ya i completely forgot to say dis, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO EVERYBODY IN DA LGBTQIA+ COMMUNITY :D!!!! I’ve been typing “🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈💔💔💔❌❌❌❌❌❌🏳️‍🌈❌🏳️‍🌈❌🏳️‍🌈❌🏳️‍🌈❌🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🔥🔥🔥🔥🏳️‍🌈🔥🏳️‍🌈🔥🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈” in Roblox this entire month just to spread the word <333 (IM /J IF U COULDNT TELL. But also kinda not cus i got a 1 day ban on ROBLOX the other day :7)

I just wanted 2 do a little “update” cus i love doing SpaceHey blogs n i just love SpaceHey in general :D!!! It reminds me of the nyan cat era of the internet and when i was really happy :D! BTW I MISS FLASH GAMES SO MUCH!!! Liek, i used 2 play SO MANY my little pony, undertale and FNAF flash games and dress up games on Devientart and i SO BADLY wanna play this one undertale dating sim that i played back in the day but ITS LIKE IT NEVER EXISTED!! I can find the fnaf ones on the play store just fine, IDK WHY THE UNDERTALE ONES DIDNT GET PUT ON THE PLAY STORE :CCC

Ooh btw, my therapist and i were talking abt actually getting me ADHD meds cus, for SOME reason, my doctor only gave me anxiety and stress meds WHICH ARE WORKING WONDERS FOR ME. But i ran out of my stress meds and i only have my anxiety meds which i have to take at night but it SUCKS that i ran out of Stressum cus i usually drink it before i go out and im abt 2 go out with my friend and my older sister’s friends to see a movie in like 5 hours and,

Wheneva i take my stressum, i literally DONT feel the stress at all. It’s actually MIND BOGGLING cus my meds are doing their job 0_o????!?!?!?!1!?!111 

I also plan on getting GoW: Ragnarok while im out since i finished the 2018 GoW game and i really enjoyed it ^u^!!1! I quite liked the evolution of Kratos actually starting to work WITH his son and going from not even being able to give him a friendly pat on his shoulder, to being able to cup his cheek in reassurance. I already watched CoryxKenshin (it’s been a year, please come back Cory😭) play GoW: Ragnarok BUT i wanna actually play it for myself :3

If there’s ONE piece of advice i could give to ANYBODY, DONT PLAY SPIDER-MAN: MILES MORALES THEN JUMP INTO GOW!! The way i actually STRUGGLED when i played GoW cus of just HOW different the controller mechanics are. And i KNOW, I could’ve just changed the controller key thingys so it fit to my liking, BUT IDK WHAT MY LIKING IS and I’d rather just accept and adapt than change something I’d eventually get used to :P. 

Im scared that when i go to this game shop, the SAME dude at the counter that asked me “erm.. WHY God of War??!!?!??!!1?🤓” is gonna try start a conversation with me. IM STILL NOT OVER WHAT HE SAID >:CCC!!! I’ll get him.. someday >:P

IDK if it’s just me but i actually NEED to start talking to ppl more often x_X. Tell me why it’s actually so much harder to navigate social situations now 🧍‍♀️(idk maybe cus i literally isolate myself lol.) LIKE, im scared that when i talk to my OTHER FRIEND that I haven’t spoken to in probably a month, IM GONNA SOUND WEIRD TO HER cus she’s not chronically online and she doesnt find “skibidi GYATT!!’ Or “be mindful💜” FUNNY. I mean, we could watch paint dry and we’d find a way to be literally pissing our pantaloons at how FUNNY it is >u<

ANYWAYS, the stuff i ordered online is arriving sometime soon :D!! It could even be here by today cus it’s in next city ova which’s around a 2 hour drive SO THEY COULD DELIVER IT TODAY!!! Hopefully before we go to the movies cus i got such nice pants and it’s be kool if i could wear dem :3!!

I’ve also recently been thinking abt what i wanna do in the future for a living, i know i still have 2 years before i should REALLY worry sooo. I know this’s gonna sound HELLA CRINGEY LOOOLL BUT I’ve kinda always dreamt abt being a content creator and making my money from YouTube and shit on the side. Idk, i used to make yt videos and ofc they didn’t get any attention lol and im GLAD they didn’t. I love editing long videos and making wannabe yt videos, I THINK I HAVE LIKE 5 “YT” VIDEOS that I haven’t uploaded, not becus im scared ppl irl are gonna find them, but becus just NOBODY is gonna find them :7 

I KNOW the possibility of me actually making enough money to make a living off of YouTube ALONE is INSANELY LOW, I’d probably need to do skibidi toilet lore or PRIME haul videos to cater to the babies watching YouTube on their mama’s phone to get SOMEWHAT of a fanbase. I dont think I’d be able to actually become a “content creator” lol and actually HAVE “fans” lol BUT A GAL CAN DREAM. Idk what else i could really see myself doing, i dont wanna work for my dad, like he plans on me doing as soon as i graduate. Idk SHIT about cars or nfts or CRYPTO !!!! 😭

I just wanna be able to make cool videos, be entertaining and maybe even make SOME money, even if it’s not a lot, I’ll take anything I can get. Dare i say, i’d even be willing to be a twitch streamer😱‼️. IK i wanna still draw and use it SOMEHOW in my “content creating” little “path”. IDK, IM PROBABLY GONNA END UP AS AN ACCOUNTANT AND WORK IN A CUBICLE while having 10 kids and no other parent for them while my friends are ACTUALLY GOOD SHIT liek nurses and lawyers lol. 

That’s all i rlly wanted 2 say :7

Thnx 4 reading if u did :D!! Ur a real one >8D!!! Srry if i ended on a weird note lol, but I always kinda do 🧍‍♀️

Untl nxt tiem >:3

Byeeee ^u^!!