02:33 9 june 2024 - thoughts

generally feeling empty, currently
though my opinion on my worth will change come daytime, i have been drawing and thinking aimlessly about why people feel empty and/or dissociated with life. talking about life is weird to me, as the future is something i do not necessarily dread but do not wish for to come quickly. i am a boy, and i am 16, and i like music and drawing and writing blogs about my thoughts as i have a lot; weird, its odd. why does music make people feel certain things? i am not listening to the lyrics all that closely, yet the sound of "blondie - current joys" makes me feel both happy and sad; re-up, weird, its odd. cant wait to start college in september. music, hurray. "young - vacations" is playing and its 02:39 so im bound to be in a dissociated mood. i am dragging this b nhadfjmsbhdf, but its fine. moral of this blog? -- no one will read it, comment about it, or have any impact on someone. although, its nice to talk, or in this instance type, and feel as if you are heard -with no backlash or batting of eyes-

02:40 9 june 2024 done