Nostalgia vent

no matter how badly i want it ill never be able to go back. i would sacrifice my entire future for the chance to go back but i know that it would be in vein. i doubt that i will ever be as happy as i was back then. I sometimes feel like alot of what i do is pointless because i will never ever be able to have the one thing that i want the most (to live those times again). It makes me so sad that even if you want something with such a furious intensity that it hurts, you can just not have it

Life moves so fast and by the time you start to notice it, everything has changed.

I want some kind of consistency in life, but its all so random and unpredictable. My life could change in a split second and id never be able to go back.

I will never get over this fact