STRAP YOURSELVES IN THIS IS GONNA BE WILD.(Also grab a snack or drink while you're at it bc it's LONNGGGGGG)

Ever since 2024 has started I've been going through a whole ton of shit from my dad and my mom but like the weird shit at school always somehow distracts me long enough to idk see things differently but lemme just list all the stuff that has happened from last year December to present time June. December is when I broke up with someone who even if I tried hard enough I couldn't really see a future with and I know it'd make me sound like an asshole but being completely honest and not avoiding the truth I just never saw myself with him in the future but like the thing with me is I have a very short attention span and I don't really take long to get over people if one I didn't care Abt them two I just felt like a placeholder or three my gut was telling me something wasn't right and honestly its correct about 98-99% of the time. Before I broke up I got with a girl who's been on my mind for ages and genuinely made me question "Do I really wanna stay with this guy while having a secret thing with her or do I wanna break up with him bc I don't see a future and I get with her?" I chose to break up with him and get with the new girl I'll call...Palku! So like I built up the courage to ask her out because I'm not gonna ignore my gut feelings and I knew they'd be spot on (they were im actually so happy with Palku rn + I actually see a future with her this time)  anywho- next up is January and honestly it wasn't that bad However February was just something else and i really didnt expect so much especially on my birthday month although that's honestly how I earned my nickname Jinx from my mom. So first things first my guy bsf we'll call uhhhh...Toad(his hair looks like him I'm sorry💀‼️) He was apparently gr0ping one of my friends at the time but I did a lil investigating and I've come to the conclusion that: ITS EXTREMELY COMPLICATED?? Next up we have my ex bf, I'll name Vero, Yeah he was all up on my case after a girl i absolutely despise , and will call Wooden Board or WB bc she looks like one, went and told Vero that i have a new gf. But the major situation with Vero is he's been saying all this shit like "Oh yeah Star sa'd me that's why we broke up" EXCUSE ME?? YOU ASKED FOR ME TO DO THOSE STUFF???? I deleted the DSC acc I had him on bc I just don't wanna deal with him so I can't give proof that he's the one who should have said no and I would have been ok with that? Like your exact words to me in person were "You were too hot and I just didn't want to say no" mind you this is when I asked him when could we stop this transactional bullshit likeeee tell me who's the villain here🙂 And then in March going up until May things were somewhat chilled down. Me and my ex decided to hold a truce (ig idfk he quite literally only texts me when he's high off his arse) and then coming around to this month my dad has been a lot more abusive for absolutely no reason and I brought it up to my mom and she was no help and my dad just ended up beating me more for stupid stuff so I decided to stand up for myself and scratch the shit out of his arms (W past me for being prepared and mentally ready for that) And now I'm moving away from Palku and my amazing friends and nearer to my other worldly lesbian cousin bc my parents need help (my dad is a fucking idiot for getting the whole family into debt tbh)

So yeah that's like not even a full year and a whole ton of shit happened and stuff like this happens to my ass everyday soooo comment if you want more lore🤫☝🏽😔