About love

The truth is that I believe that love is the most detestable emotion among all those there are, but feeling in love and hooked on something is so beautiful, unfortunately I have never felt that way about life itself, it is boring, but loving an existence is so pure, giving your everything eternally or temporarily in an intense way, knowing everything, is how I think people feel about God, damn, I don't believe in God but I believe in the love I feel, although I also believe that everyone has their own definition of love, I guess that makes it even more extraordinary, the fact that everyone experiences it in such a unique way, whether it's narcissism or obsession, forgetting someone or something or eternally losing themselves in the foolishness that murder is the right thing to do, when someone believes that love is correcting with blows or when love is worshiping, when it is only caring and feeding or when getting rid of who you love is love because, god, I am worrying about you and in a world so horrible what a purest demonstration You have to get yourself out of here, although the other side is also nice when you love yourself so much that you can sabotage everything around you and manipulate it, how you can lose yourself in an eternal belief that love is what you do because you feel that way while others People believe that it is hate and immoral, the personal experience is moving and even more so mine, the way I think about what I love daily, every second and how that can be done in such intense hatred, I still love it But, going from loving to hating and planning such terrible things but not doing it because you are still loving is a symbolic combination of what is real and what is intoxicating about the situation. I hope one day to act according to my feelings, perhaps I have never done so fully. Whatever it is, I won't feel sorry, or maybe I will and the guilt consumes me, I love this. ♥♥♥♥