bleh chronic illness

Being chronically ill (POTS seizures dissociation and a mysterious nerve ending disorder) is so shitty because I'll just get out of bed to throw something away and black out into my dirty laundry

it also makes going out in public really difficult because I have no way of knowing when my body is gonna hit the griddy against my will except for a killer headache and the smell of blood. oh well, shit happens and I'll just complain about it on occasion.

hopefully I can get my shit together 😭😭