long time no see

hi 

i randomly started crying tonight and now im scared that my period decides to come early this month... also idk what to do cause my thoughts wont leave me alone and i dont want to relapse now that ive been doing fine for a pretty long time :(

but to not sound too emo ive got some good news aswell !! i got a summer job and im so excited because ill make a pretty good amount of money and the job is super chill. its basically just looking after some kids at a day camp and i get paid 8€/h for playing and drawing with 9 year olds. Also me, my little sister and my momma will go for a little trip to a spahotel this weekend and im gonna see my long distance friend so im very happy abt that too ! 

i really hope that this dumb annual summer anxiety leaves me alone and i can enjoy the rest of my holiday without any stress or overthinking.

i also hope that everyone else´s summer goes well and everybody gets the rest they need <3

whatever youre going through youre doing amazing and im proud of you. remember that ur not alone.

byee