update (not exactly)

soo. 

lore drop- in 8th grade i went to a diff school. it was a school based of likee grades and stuff but i flunked and i went to a diff highschool. (the school was 8-12) anywyas, my cousin (male) was also at that school (we r the same age n grade) anfd he has good grades so he stayed. he made friends with someone who i had a class with in 8th grade,  although in 8th grade i was a loner and like nobody knew me. just my cousin and two of his friends (i went to the same school for 6th and 7th w one of the friends). im talking w my cousin, and find out that guy, who i will be calling yuli, is friends w my cousin. but atp i had been talking w both my cousin and yuli. i dont think yuli knows i went to that same school. (wil be referring as S school) but yea. recently (may 11th) my cousin had a bday party, and that yuli friend was there. i was at that party too but i didnt talk to any of his friends or to yuli. when i was brought home, yuli messaged me an hr later, and he said i was "lowkey pretty". obv, i had been broken up w sorta recently, so i started crying and being all i cant do ts again." but i got my composure and i said "oh not rlly, lol, but thanks" and life went on. occaionally, he would like, make me think he had a crush on me, not on purpose bbut yk. he sent me a image once of a little boy holding a flower saying "for you, pretty" and i just hearted the message. (it is normal for us to heart eachothers messages). sometimes (this is all on instagram btw) i see that he has liked somee of my comments that he finds, and he also likes the ones where im like "me and who?" or if i commented something on a couple or a reel about love or relationships. yeah. im not trying to be delusional but yk, just updating the pplmwho read this (nobody reads this). i think hes nice yk and i dont think he likes me or anything, i am sure of it. im pretty sure i dont like him either js sometimes im like "omgg" yk. but ya t hats it chat thanks