Going to Japan!!

So I'm going on my first solo travel like ever and like of course I had to go big so I'm going on a study abroad in highschool in Japan. And we have to do this project which honestly I have no fucking clue what I'm gonna do buuutt...

(This is a lil thing I did in my notes app a few days ago)

I kinda wanna do a lil project on the experience of going abroad where noone knows you and how you can get rid of the image of yourself that you've grown up with surrounded by people that "know" you. I wanna get rid of the self that everyone expects of me and live my life without everyone making assumptions about who I am, what I like, what I'm supposed to be, and who i was even when the things from the past have no meaning or connection to who i am now.

For example people know me to be shy, and keep to myself. But in reality I'm really outgoing its just that I only have some close friends that I'm actually close to (because I live in a real small town in the middle of nowhere).

But that aside I'm really scared to be doing this, I'm nervous about living with people I don't know, trying to talk to people with really mediochre Japanese and shit...

Don't get me wrong though. I'm really excited but it's really only hitting me now because it's officially less than a month until I go..

So I guess if you read this thanks for getting this far:) 

And p.s. there might be a few updates here and there if I decide to do a little blog:>