A Night of Revelations: My Dream of Sami and the Comfort of Cloud

As I drifted off to sleep on the night of June 1st, I couldn't help but feel a sense of unease. That was the same day I had met my new friend, Cloud, on VRChat. He's been such a wonderful and supportive presence in my life, a stark contrast to the tumultuous relationship I had with Sami.

But just as I was about to fall asleep, my mind betrayed me. I found myself in a vivid dream, one that sent chills down my spine. Sami, the toxic boy who had broken my heart more times than I could count, was there, staring at me through the screen of Discord.

I was startled, confused, and above all, terrified. The thought of going through that cycle of love-bombing and ghosting again was enough to make me want to scream. But to my horror, I couldn't control my own hands. They moved on their own, accepting Sami's friend request.

And then, just like that, he was gone. Blocked me, once again, leaving me in a state of turmoil. The realization hit me like a ton of bricks – if Sami were to come back, even after all the pain he's caused me, I would let him. That thought alone was enough to rip me apart.

As I tossed and turned, the weight of this revelation sank in. Sami, the very person who had shattered my heart, still had a hold on me. All the progress I thought I had made, the healing I believed was taking place, was suddenly called into question.

But just as I was about to drown in my own despair, an image of Cloud appeared in my mind. This sweet, innocent boy who had shown me what a real friend looks like. He's always there, willing to listen, ready to learn and grow alongside me. He's the antithesis of Sami, a true beacon of light in the darkness.

In that moment, I knew that I couldn't let Sami's hold on me continue. Cloud has shown me that there is so much more to life than the toxic cycle of love and heartbreak. He's teaching me Japanese, and I'm helping him with English – a partnership built on mutual respect and care, not empty promises and betrayal.

This dream has been a wake-up call, a harsh reminder of the work I still have to do to fully heal from Sami's wounds. But with Cloud by my side, I know I can do it. He's proven that true friendship and kindness do exist, and that's exactly what I need to move forward and leave Sami's shadow behind for good.

SILKGIRL.