Alice and love?

After a long time Alice hadn't experienced what it was like to fall in love, even after being in a 5-year relationship with her partner she felt that the feeling had disappeared. 

Some time after her piano lessons, for which she had been forced to receive, her eyes were fixed on her teacher, even though she had sworn never to fall in love, for the same reason that she was in a relationship where she was trapped for fear that the boy would hurt himself. 

 Now she was caught between a feeling she didn't know it was and, to tell the truth, she didn't want to discover either. 

She wanted to be seen before her guardian with different eyes, she wanted him to want her as much as she wanted him, she wanted to be his, but another part of her refused. And today she decided that not attending those piano lessons, being in front of him made her nervous and thinking that maybe he wanted the same thing as her was enough to not concentrate. 

Incluso si su maestro sentía lo mismo por ella, sabía que no era posible, no estaba casado pero era un sirviente fiel y un sirviente. Even if her teacher felt the same way about her she knew it wasn't possible, he wasn't married but he was a faithful servant of the church and that's why she decided not to go anymore, until her teacher's message appeared on her phone, she decided not to respond immediately even though her brain was telling her that they did but they didn't or she would,  His hands were shaking and sweating, his heart was pounding with loud music, and he was unable to concentrate on reading or what he was writing and writing.Even if her teacher felt the same way about her she knew it wasn't possible, he wasn't married but he was a faithful servant of the church and that's why she decided not to go anymore, until her teacher's message appeared on her phone, she decided not to respond immediately even though her brain was telling her that they did but they didn't or she would,  His hands were shaking and sweating, his heart was pounding with loud music and he was unable to concentrate on reading or writing and time was not working.