I think living is really funny

It's like I care about the superficial things in a sense that I just want them because and I want to see them just because I can have them. I get exactly what I want all the time to a point where I surprise myself. I'll forget I'll even want something until it shows up and I get it. I think I get what I want much faster because I understand in my being that time doesn't exist and we can only truly perceive the now. I also don't desire things that would hurt me either, which some people do and wonder why they don't get what they want. To relive the past or a previous emotion tied to a memory especially when it's a negative one is so counter intuitive. People wonder why 'the same people in different fonts' show up in their life that constantly retraumatize them. It's because you're not learning your lesson. It's because your brain is hooked on cortisol. It's because you're in love with being a victim. A perpetual victim of the circumstances, emotions, and actions that you refuse to take accountability for. Life rhymes and you have to pick a better song to play.

I know it ultimately doesn't matter but what does matter is having a great time while on this planet. I think souls return to Earth for mischief but not too much because then they would be in like...the lower dimensions y'know. You can be anything you want here. ANYTHING that you want. Right now I live in abundance and peace, I look perfect in every conceivable way, and my presence is liquid gold. Everything about myself is what I say, what I think, what I know. Remember that.