💚 diary ❤️ 6/1/2024 💚

SONG: rebel girl - bikini kill
MOOD: anxious again for school

hihi this is my first blog post here!!
 i'm not really sure what to write, but i wanted to join this place to have a kind of online diary, so i'l treat it like one. i have one in a google doc diary as well so i'm kind of writing the same thing twice, but that one i also use for to-do lists and more personal venting since this IS a public site and i don't want to put everything out there just yet. nobody i know irl is here though which i think is nice, yknow? i can really say anything without having anyone ask me a million questions lol

anyway. today, i woke up at like 10 am to feed my cats which i think is fantastic since i stayed up until 3 am looking for blinkies and stamps to put in my google doc diary. i put some of them on here too. i spent most of my day decorating this account, actually, and using my limited html knowledge lol. if i figure out how to make scrolls, i'm gonna make a whole section for that kind of thing and maybe even make my own. i saw a bunch of stuff for layouts too. the people on this website are SO talented??? good job everyone

i have some kind of spidey-sense for when my cat is eating christmas trees? i just caught him nibbling on the one in the computer room again. i have one inmy room too, it's nutcracker themed since i'm a ballerina and it's a christmas tree. my room is still christmas themed from last year. which isn't because of noelle, but it's because i didn't want christmas to end when it did. I DIDNT EVEN PUT AWAY MY PRESENTS they're still hanging out. now it's june so i'm just leaving it up. though,  i DID theme my whole account here after her, so......... Maybe i'm just lying to myself. I did that because shes the most literally me character ever rn and deltarune is my obession rn

i first played deltarune when it came out but only played chapter 2 last christmas ??? I CANT believe it took me so long. in the future someday, i want to make posts about my theories and make some character playlists. I LOVE making playlists, i have one for the snowgrave route already and then one for like every main character except ralsei bc i can't figure him out lol

so after i fed my cats i went back to sleep until 1 pm and messed up my sleep schedule BAD. i mean, it was already going downhill but i kind of fixed it the last few days? but i messed it up EVEN MORE because my friend/roommate brought me a giant coffee from the coffee shop she works at at like 8 pm and i drank it all (it was really good)

i also helped my mom make dinner tonight. we made allo gobi (i tihink that's how it's spelled) and i got to grind up the spices in the mortar and pestle which was cool. i didn't finish my dinner though which i always feel bad about but i can never eat a lot at once for like Many reasons

i have summer classes (womp womp) starting on monday, but i had to ask for an exception since the class was out of spots and. uhm. My teacher hasn't responded yet and i'm really stressed out. My mom says i should go to the class and ask in person but i'm hoping my teacher will just respond on monday. i took his class last fall and he really liked me (even if he said his students made him drink) and i loved his class too. everytime i see him in the hallway we say hi but he has a GIANT subway sandwhich EVERYTIME. i love subway thouugh i understand

for the discord mudae log i think i got the nice cream guy from undertale yaaay!!!!!! i think my sister was right mudae is a disease. speaking of my sister she's playing in the church band tommorrow so i'm excited for her. it makes her really happy 

my friend made me sign up for a wattpad account the other day and i have no idea what to read on there. theres nothing i like and what i do see weirds me out </3

 i guess tommorrow since ihave to wake up early for church i'll just reset my sleep schedule then, but i've noticed if i don't eat or sleep enough when i practice ballet i get tired easily. i want to be a professional SO bad, and i think i can if i keep working hard. the paris opera ballet is having auditions and i think i'd at least make it into the second round........ i love ballet

okay, i think that's everything for now. tommorrow, my friend wants to go shopping for a fanny pack and i'm gonna look for clothes to buy. i'll make a clothes inspo post uhh tommorrow. i know i should do it now but i have a wishlist in my google doc diary so,

before actually log off i'm gonna decorate my profile some more lol its too fun

thanks for reading!!
with love,
sky 🦌🔔❤️