Summertime Sadness

I am quite an introvert person and autism doesn't help, but in this time of the year I dream of days where I could truly enjoy life. I dream of going outside (in the countryside or seaside), far away, watching the sunset with friends, without the many thoughts/problems that live rent free in my head. Only living the moment, laughing and feeling alive.

Unfortunately due to many reasons I cannot do it, so it's a bit of Summertime Sadness. I am still grateful of what I have though, but sometimes I watch the world outside with a bit of melancholy, dreaming of a simpler life that I have never really had.

The golden light of those early summer evenings is awesome. <3