Letters for Elysia. 1

Dear Elysia,

My eyes have been bleeding for weeks after all that arguing, those harsh and unloving words made me have a turbulent vision and I fell into a coma for 10 hours, when I wake up, the spirits in my room look at me with disapproval and contribute to the resurgence of my depression, I need help, my shoulders are tired of carrying those who don't make the effort to walk and my hands no longer close after so much reaching out to those who don't want to be saved. When I express my feelings, I feel a bitterness in my chest and I cry every time my emotions are on edge, it's as if a bucket of boiling water was poured over me and out of obligation I keep quiet forcing all the voices and cries of pain into a deep and severe silence.

I'm sick, we urgently need to get out of here and escape from this filthy captivity or we'll succumb to the limit of our soul, I love you and admire you for putting up with all this fucking trouble, but I'm really wearing myself out.

Love, Subconscious. (05.25.24) 3h45PM