fictionkin rant bc jinx shift won’t go away

yk what i hate about being a fictionkin

missing people who i’m highly unlikely to ever find, and missing places that literally don’t exist anywhere at all

i miss certain people & places like HELL right now and there isn’t shit i can really do about it

like, i just wanna go home 

it hurts that i can’t go back, or physically be with my sister (vi) or adoptive father (silco) anymore even tho i know them both online 

it’s isolating and rlly makes me feel alone sometumes