friday

so i have a lot of dumb exams to study for, but instead i made a spacehey account

i always wanted to start a blog but i guess i never did until some random friday

i have a research report due on monday

and two more writing exams

and two more presentations

in one week

and i totally forgot everything else

oh and 3 more make-up exams

on wednesday my teacher said if we submit our project on thursday, we'd get a 100 automatically 

i couldve done it, but i didnt

i skipped thursday, cause wednesday was total shit

and i couldnt handle more school

but i attended friday because i had to re-do an exam that i missed

and it was really fun, actually

i saw a butterfly for a first time at lunch

my friend and i watched it from afar at first, and she told me it wasnt that big of a deal

but i left our bench and went to take a look at it up close

she eventually joined and we both ended up enamored with the butterfly

it kept spinning around everywhere so sporadically 

a hornet also joined, but the hornet looked like it was floating whenever it moved

which was a big difference from how obnoxiously the butterfly was flapping its wings

both of them just floated near the ceiling 

they didnt even land on a wall or pole or a person

a girl held out her hand to the butterfly

and when it landed

she immediately shook it off

we both laughed at how dumb that was

but when we tried to have our princess moments

we got even more scared than the first girl

not even by the hornet

we ended up spending the remainder of our break running up to and away from the butterfly

when it flew there were moments where it was flapping its wings so much

that i thought itd eventually get tired and collapse

and others where it wings would stay still

and itd glide down like a bird or a plane

we got the most scared during those moments

cause it looked like an eagle flying down at us

and we were little mice