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I saw him on the first day of school. He was so pretty!! His hair was brown and curly and his eyes were also the same colour that they were literally mesmerizing. (∩˃o˂∩)♡ In class, he was so kind. He was HILARIOUS. ( > 〰 < )♡ He made me laugh sm even when we never talked, and he only talked to his friends. The entire year went by, and I had a helpless crush on him while he never even acknowledged my existence. He had a gf about 2 years ahead of him. She was very pretty, wayyy prettier than me ( • ᴖ • ｡ ) I used to wish and wish and hope that we could get paired up for something, like a school project, so that he would talk to me and maybe love me too instead of her. But he was so far away :( During lunchtime, him and his gf sat sort of near me and my friends and they would kiss and make out in front of us like Romeo and Juliette. Everyone shipped them, everyone loved them except me. I never met his gf either, but I hated her. I still hate her. Sometimes I wished that she would cheat or something so that he’d break up with her, or that her parents would decide to randomly move countries—but it never happened. (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
Now it’s the second year of me being at my new school. He isn’t in any of my classes anymore. He’s next door to me in most, but I’ve been seeing him less and less. I look through his reposts often enough. He broke up with his gf, thank God, but now he’s sad. I guess I never rlly thought about how he’d feel when I kept wishing and wishing that something would happen to shatter his relationship. ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀) I didn’t mean it in a bad way and now my wish has come true. I feel like im supposed to be happy about this, but seeing all his sad reposts, his sad attitude in school, just makes me feel horrible. I feel like im apart of the blame for this, even though I never did anything but wish. Wishing can have bad affects too. (´•︵•`) It’s not like he’s completely miserable—he still talks and laughs sometimes but not as much.
The distance between us is constantly growing day by day. I’d say that its only a matter of time before he forgets about me completely. "૮₍ ˶•⤙•˶ ₎ა
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lari
crushing on ppl who dont even know you is so real
ongg (๑-﹏-๑) it hurts sm too!
by zombii♥︎kissez (#1 jazmin bean stan); ; Report
no literally
i meannn its not like im gonna make the first move cause thats awkward ykkk?
by lari; ; Report
U GET ME BRO ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! LIKE ITS SO EMBARRASING TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE LIKE WHAT DO I DO
by zombii♥︎kissez (#1 jazmin bean stan); ; Report
I COULD NOT TELL YOU I HAVENT EVEN HAD MY FIRST KISS HELPP
by lari; ; Report
STOPP SAME IM TOO SCARED TO KISS ANYONE I FEEL LIKE I'D JUMP AWAY IF I TRIED TO KISS SOMEONE
by zombii♥︎kissez (#1 jazmin bean stan); ; Report
WHAT IF I LIKE NEED TO COUGH IN THE MIDDLE OF IT LIKE HELP
by lari; ; Report