first blog

 I really hate hyperfixations, at least in my case. I haven't been diagnosed with anything in particular, but then again I don't have a therapist or anyone else who can diagnose me or lead me to a diagnoses. No matter how hard I try I cannot stay in a single fandom that I obsess over for years or just months. I believe the longest one I have had is like 2-3 months? maybe 4. I just genuinely hate it because I want to learn all I can about something but I never do because I never have the energy to put the work into something. I always have a ton of energy to play the games, watch the movies or show at the beginning and then that's it. The only thing I do after that, that is kind of interacting with it is read ao3, go on pinterest, or tumblr. Everytime I want to interact with the actual media, I never do. Anyways I'm done with my partial oversharing.