Friends

Hiiii. Today I wanna whine about how it's hard to make friends. Like the problem is that you meet a really interesting person, you chat with them and so on, but they just don't want to take part in developing your both friendship. It's so freaking painful.

Personally, I can't make any friends. Literally any. And this shit makes me really sad. Also, when I see people on this platform make friends, get replies, chat and just have fun, I feel like I'm an outsider. Because whatever I do I don't get any replies, no one accepts my friend requests, etc. It makes me feel like I'm just a weirdo that is ghosted by everyone.

Really, I swear to everyone that I'm that kind of person who is ready to do anything to develop a relationship. I'm a good listener. I'm loyal to my loved ones. But why do I always get dumped? Why does everyone just ignores my existence? 

Everything is so hard. I feel like I can't do it anymore...