Vent #6

Staying inside feels great. 

Knowing that if you were more extroverted and actually made friends when you were in school, you would of gone outside more often and breath fresh air

Doesn't though..

Online friends are fucking amazing, don't get me wrong 

But like...imagine having a IRL friend that sends you memes at 2am and hangs out with you constantly..

Instead I cry myself to sleep realizing how much of my life I wasted..

I mean it was probably like 3-2 years BUT STILL

Those are 3-2 years I'll never get back because they were filled with my mom being angry at me and us having to get rid of EVERY FUCKING PIECE OF OUR FURNITURE FROM OUR APARTMENT 

Everyday I wish I was dead 

At least dead people can't feel bad about themselves being fucking worthless and a asshole all the time.