I think I’m gonna use this account for like.. vents or stiff… feel free to unfriend me ^_^♥️ anyways another problem rant

TW: a bit venty!!

sometimes I wish I had more friends that would care… not like I don’t have friends, it’s just that non of them I would be comfortable in alone in a room, they are more like distant friends.

I also have a strong urge to just play ninja on my arm ..I said this in a discord server as in a vent in my channel and one person responded but they didn’t help or gaf😭😭

My mom and me are going through some rough patches as well more lately, I feel under appreciated and a bit neglected. My brain is already messed up a lot… and I wish more people understand me more because I don’t think any of my friends understand me. I wish I can change myself to be a more proper and more social person, someone who isn’t afraid of anything, someone who can make a change .. not a stupid total incel loser that never showers and stays in their room listening to shit but GOOD music.

I’m honestly thinking of going to twitter for mental help, irl people don’t really understand me and often look at me weird when I complain.. I want to find someone who understands and cares and loves me, I been lonely for so long it’s actually so horrible for me even though I’m only 13 years old and going to 14.

Anyways, I’m still young and still going through changes, I feel a lot better now writing all of that YAPPING🤑

Take care skibdid sigmas!!