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I detest breathing and living. Every morning, I detest getting out of bed, having breakfast, putting on my uniform, and heading to school. I wish I could just disappear into a forest and live in a treehouse or witch hut, but that's not how civilization operates. I believe I'm going crazy because I keep having hallucinations and delusions of anime characters in my room. It would be nice if they extended a hand and welcomed me to their better world. where my parents aren't around to hurt and chastise me.

My mother despises me deeply, and I know that when she sees me, it makes her regret having me. The school called my father and said that I had done something wrong at school, therefore I'm just the problem child. I've had falling outs with students who have harmed me and then victimises themselves, but it's almost never my fault.