Animes and stuff (TW: triggering topics)

I feel bad watching anything where the main character has done any shit or when it has some weird things/rumours, for example: Death Note where Light basically uses Misa, Black butler where it's a work thats rumoured to be MADE to be fetishized and has a lot of things that fetishizes pedophilia (The suspicious Sebastian and Ciel arts for example) and others🫠