Today's food

Ok- Hear me out. I don't eat much. Ate a quarter-bowl of rice this morning, and lexapro to start. I'm a very picky eater; I don't eat meat, I don't eat vegetables- hell, I only consume carbohydrates at best. However, after a few hours rotting in my room alone, watching youtube- I notice a lot of the youtubers I watch eat salads as if it's the most scrumptious meal on mother earth. Haven't ate vegetables for a few years, thought I'd step out of my shell once in a while. Ordered a veggie meal online, picture looked good- description said it's with home sauce. In my country, usually the sauce that comes with vegetable mixes (-salads) are usually oyster sauce (with actually taste ok). Didn't think much of it, ordered arrived, took a peek AND GUESS WHAT THE SAUCE IS?? FREAKING KETCHUP. IM BEYOND FURIOUS TO EVEN MAKE THIS UP. WHO THE HELL PUTS KETCHUP ON VEGETABLES???? LEXAPRO WONT FIX THIS CRAP. sigh.. but it is my money- no matter how much my hand was shaking picking up a fork-full, I wanted it, I thought it was worth the risk. Took a tiny itty bitty whiff- THE SIGH THAT I RESPIRATED (it's a joke, suck it up). I looked back at the fork like (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ). I put the fork down, waited at least 25 second and picked it back up. Sucked it up and took a bite. My day is ruined, I'm never eating whatever people are eating EVER again. Stick around, I need your company, away from tragedy ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡