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Leaving girlhood and entering adulthood, is discussed so thoroughly and yet there is no cure for these growing pains. No longer having teen at the end of your age seems to solidify this concept of adultness.

 In the last year of “teen”, yet I feel more childlike and woeful than kid me did. She had these imaginative delusions of adulthood; how wonderful living by MY own rules would be, not a person in the world to tell me what to do! Like those girls in movies - who lived a life of their own design so effortlessly.

The movie magic faded; exposed for its falsehood and high expectations. Now all I could wish for is someone to tell me what the fuck to do 😙🎀