i need 2 gaslight myself into actually liking writing grahhhhhhhhhhhh Xp

i keep on thinkin of my otp XD
makes me wish moar fics of them existed >.< 

alomost makes me want to try writijng a fic,,, but liek,, i dunno were to start Xc

writing isnt my forte,,,  which is rather ironic 2 write out,,, >.>

i dunno,,, i guess it isnt the writing itself,, but moar like the nessesety of being able to properly expel ideas into conherent words,,, i dunno,, , i might actually try writing a fic,, i feel motivated i guess.

 motavation is a wierd feeling