i have changed my mind on many things, why is this?

i have not been on spacehey in so long, that is because i do not like it here lmaooaooa

i am sort of glad to be back though because i love blogging. i would be blogging on tumblr right now but i do not wanna get banned again, and not many people listen to me on there.  

anyways, here is why i genuinely came on here: i was looking back on my old blog entries i had made and was just cringing at myself. when i made those i was at a really depressed state and it isn't like i still am not now, it is just my opinions on things have changed. for example, on my entry about living i said that living is useless for everyone. (basically, just throwing up a bunch of words about nihilism) i completely disagree with that now and i am a hugee existentialist. i think everyone has a purpose. my "people are oh so very stupid" entry however i still completely agree with. (even if i sounded like adam lanza, lol) 

i think it is so cool how humans' ideologies, beliefs, and ideas will change over time as life progresses. some things dont change of course but looking at it, it is just such a big concept to grasp. an example of this would be gypsycrusader, someone who i personally believe is very interesting. he was once a journalist, and when he went to a proud boy protest, he got attacked by ANTIFA because they thought he was a far-right extremist. a proud boy member saw this and immediately took action defending gypsycrusader/paul. this changed his whole view on members of the far-right community, and if you take a look at his online presence now you can see that he is a neo-nazi. i think this is one of the best examples of someone changing because one thing happened. 

i dislike change. if i could stop it from occurring in my life as often as it does i would. but sometimes it can be a very good thing and it is only a natural part of the human experience. people should not fear it. instead, people should embrace it when it happens and use it as a learning point. i will always encourage people making the best out of the worst.