Autism.

Believe it or not I have autism. But not the kind that the internet loves. I'm not silly or cute, I'm annoying and weird. No matter what I don't feel as if I fit in when in public or even at family gatherings. I always make people uncomfortable with the way I act or when I talk too much about shit no one cares about. I don't eat normal food, I talk weird, and even if I mask, my traits still seem to slip through somehow. Even so I still just want someone to love me for me and accept all of my stupid traits. I reallt hate this.