leo's journey to being scene: day 1

quick intro for thiss lalalala - skip down if u don't wanna read:

haiiii welcome to my becoming scene journey but i am fucking POOR so i obviously cant go out and buy cool belts and new gloves and yada yada bc jesus christ nobody hires at 15 here so i cant even build a budget... >_> anyways!! i am not going 4 sceneCORE but instead good old 2000s scene - while i do love scenecore, i am already suffering as is trying to get scene, scenecore would never be possible with all the accessories i just can not obtain so...

i'll probably shorten the title for other entries.. but this is more so just an... intro ? hi, im leo, and i have no idea what aesthetic i wanna be - bc i love them all but 1) im poor and 2) i love everything but will everything love me? (aka my body probably will not look good in a croptop but i can probably rock a fucking shitty just rolled out the grave look!) this will be treated like everything else on the blog, messy uncoordinated, and probably not updated very frequent as my progress is going to be quite slow as there is not much i can do with living in basically buttfuck nowhere(nobody ever knows my town???) and being,,, hate 2 sound like a broken record, poor;.............. (not even just bc me , myself don't have a job but because my family has not been off foodstamps for the entirety of not only my life but my siblings lives aswell, who are now all in their later 20s....)  and lalala the other horrors of being poor as hell, we're fighting for it .. okayyyy.........? okay okay yea yea idk what else 2 put but yea here..it is

with that out the way, WHAT have i done so far?:

day 1: 

- cutting old gloves ive had since i was nine (they don't fit very well now, but they will better when the fingers r gone!)

  ↳ scribbling a shit ton of sharpie on them, them dumping some rubbing alc on them!

   ↳ hang those suckers to dry on a hanger, a towel placed underneath to catch drips! (that towel is going to be stained >_>)

day's results:

this is probably just gonna be round ONE of many sharpieings bc these r still super red looking but hey they look kinda dark now? ? .. okay well not really but hey they do have .. sharpie on them.. (this is going to take so long but i want black gloves........)