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I want to make blogs answering questions!! I'm making this a blog so hopefully more people will ask /nf
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michi
What makes you think you're traumagenic/plural if you haven't been officially diagnosed? It's difficult to be diagnosed with a disorder. Many people wait years for a diagnosis in some cases. It seems a little presumptuous to self-diagnose a disorder that requires a physical medical diagnosis.
I related to a lot of the criteria (with anything I could remember anyways) but I know that's not too helpful for any kind of dissociative disorder because my brain does block times out. I kind of "quizzed" some friends I guess on how they though I interacted with them and if they thought anything was wrong with me in that way.
Its not surprising for me to "come back" into my life and as much as it freaks me out nobody else seems to notice too much other than "oh, were you okay yesterday?". I find notes or google docs I never remember writing and have been added to projects I never remembered becoming a part of. Or having people come up to talk to me about thing I never remember doing or being shocked by a text conversation I had with someone and confused on why I had answered that way.
I say traumagenic because I do have trauma (a big portion of it stemming from before preteen years) that I'm not going to go through too much but it was mostly home problems ( not just arguing, abuse ) and a person I had to constantly interact with basically torturing me and my siblings. ( I'm only bringing up things I as what I'm considering a host am not sensitive enough to be harmed with)
That is why I only left it as plural instead of an important diagnoses because I didn't want to assume too much and get such a thing so wrong. That's also why I publicly said I'm not professionally diagnosed because I don't want to be taken as too serious. I did try to get as much outward thoughts on it as possible before even being comfortable to put that much up. This also wasn't a week long process, I did wait at least a year or two of bothering my friends about it (not really bothering bothering but you know)
I hope all of this makes sense
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With the project part I mean I've been added to a group and made contributions and never remembered.
And I find cloths I don't remember buying and my mother would never buy for me.
I also don't have the ability to work towards getting a diagnoses right now but want to start towards it as soon as I can.
by Angel; ; Report
Thanks for the reply, I was confused on exactly what you meant. I hope in time you can get a definitive answer but it looks like you're doing everything you can within your current ability to take care of yourself. Good luck with everything! And thank you again for the reply!
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Thank you!! I'm glad I could answer your question!
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