God is Calling Me

For context, last year I began to feel the Lord telling me to be closer to Him. I heard Him but was not confident that I heard Him correctly. So, I kept on the path that I was on. I have been playing concerts, recording an album, and socializing in a scene that most definitely goes against the word of God. Don't get me wrong, I have a fun time playing concerts. It is amazing how people come out to hear me play music. I am so grateful to those who buy my merch and put my stickers on stuff. 

However, my reason for writing is to stand by my own words. I have been running from what God has called me to do. I am unsure if I am to become a pastor, but I know that I must be a strong contender for the faith. If I am to do this, I need to step away from music for a while. It could be permanent, but making a decision like that would not be wise so soon. 

I really need friends who are in the faith to help me. I love those who are in my life right now, but they do not follow Christ. If you believe in Jesus and want to chat, my DM's are open! 

BTW, these are just thoughts, who knows if I will step away for sure. I am heavily considering it though. Thank you for reading this, and if you have any thoughts feel free to comment.