My Social anxiety is coming for me y'all🥲👍

So for context- i have no friend😚 which if you've seen my other blogs you'd probably already know that bc i talk abt it sometimes and i swear my social anxiety HATES me sm i literally like a few minutes ago paniced bc i seen someone around my age W THE INTERESTS SIMILAR TO MINE!!!!!! and i rlly wanted to start a conversation with them cuz like- yay, new friend BUT I didn't know how to start the conversation bc of my annoying ahh anxiety and then when i finally DO find a way to start the conversation i do it then automatically rethink it and find it so embarrassing i wanna kms /j so instead of saying something i just accepted their friend request and said NOTHING😭