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i hate how i am rn. im always bed rotting but i literally cannot bring myself to do anything else. im co-dependent on my fwb and he literally told me not to get attached but here i am doing so. i could lose my job any second and i cant find another one. I've lost so many people because they all just stop talking to me and idek what i did wrong. I've picked up bad habits that i told myself i would never do but here i am doing them. i wanna go outside and live normally again. i miss who i was last year. i had an amazing relationship, a good work environment, good friends, a support system, and a year later after graduation its all gone. what did i do wrong i dont understand
i feel myself getting worse grrr (vent lol)
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Anthony
Ive never been in this situation so im not speaking from experience, but I think being content with your life and having no real goal after graduation might have been to blame. Im not saying it's wrong to be happy about what you've accomplished in life but I not finding a new goal and pushing yourself into even greater things could have led to this. Its normal for friends from high school to fall apart had probably had no reason to do with you as a person. I just want to let you know that it isn't late to change your bad situation and I really do hope you take it upon yourself to help yourself. I love that you were able to come on here and speak about the situation you are in and realized that is something you want to change.
thank you. im trying to find something to motivate me. rn my goal is to get medicated and hopefully that could help just a bit. i appreciate ur honest and kind words <3
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glad to see that your trying!
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