Just Trying This Outtttt >>>

I mean Might as well type something in here...So My b-day is almost here and ima be 18 which in my mind seeemsss like a big deal. But alot of people say "Its not THAT BIG a deal" or something like that but thats only like the 50/50 of it at least. SO anyway my b-day...Man Ima be 18....No school life....No friends (Irl).....I mean at least I have a lot of things and stuff. I also have therapy group which it like 3 poeple including the Therapist and the other person. And, you know, Me. Its virtual which honestly dosen't help but I think I had a lot of time at the Behaviroal place for in-person group therapy and that was....Horrible. Like, Actully. I could say it made alot of my issues somewhat worse but it also made me realize the reality of life and people. What are my opinions on it? Still the same. The world fucking sucks, People are crazy jackasses, Manipulative freaks and worse of all....Highly realatabled and make me feel less lonely. Fuck man...I'm Fucked, too. No ones perfect but thats like...My whole issue. Perfectionisum. What an idiotic thing for a human to even try compreheand.... Anyway bro I'm gettin' in my feelings ಠ╭╮ಠ .........This was a test to see how this looks...I might add music later ->-