<3 my love

I absolutely need to yell about my boyfriend not boyfriend and I know he won't see this here, so it's going here.

To elaborate, we've talked about this, and we both agreed we see it as us in a relationship, but I'm letting him make the call since he's dealt with things to make him scared of doing that, simple as that.

Anyways he's so perfectly imperfect and unique in every way. No one has made me feel quite how he makes me feel. No one lets me be as free as I can be with him. To meet a like-minded individual who is also willing to remain open-minded is an incredible thing. I feel so understood. He feels understood. We feel meant for each other, sometimes. Beyond the simple "we clicked", like a real connection, it's hard to explain.

I've never been so consistently content and happy with things before. I spend all day every day talking to him about things, we've yet to miss a day. I've started taking notes on him, preparing for the day I can buy him all sorts of things with ease. He deserves everything <3

He's so funny and understanding and patient, everything. We agree on most things, but even when we disagree we talk like reasonable people for once. I don't have to worry about having weird, out there opinions. There's a mutual respect and confidence and it's so nice to have. I never wanna lose him. We are free to be as quirky and mentally ill as we want together and I love him.

He bought me a cute astronaut dog pin for my birthday too <3

He knows how to make me happy, I can only hope I do the same for him.

That is all :)