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Hello, all! It's the 25th of May and with Summer 'n' that I wanted to drop my own outlines for what I intend to look to achieve so that by September I can look back at this entry and see how I did! This isn't to pressure myself, but I know if I don't have it out in the open, I won't feel any pressure to get started (and just won't do anything LMFAOOO).

To begin with, I don't want to impose a deadline on my project and just want to let that grow naturally! I'm lucky enough to not have a particularly deadline. Just enjoy the process, really make it work. However, I would like to invest in a camcorder so I can not only record the process but also just have a very authentic (I could go into a whole tangent on how 'human' camcorders feel rather than recording on phone etc) documentation of such.

I want to start lifting again in hopes of not only feeling better about my own body but also to build up my appetite again (because it be STRUGGLIN' LATELY). I want to focus on trying to better myself as a person in every which way I can. I want to pursue what is fulfilling in my life so that I can possibly look to make something out of those fulfilling things. But also? I want to take this time to experiment with a few things since I'm alive so ha! take that 19 >:) you suxx <3 - Nothing crazy jesus I'M NOT THAT YOUNG NO MORE but like just have fun with the writing process and shtuff.

I also just want to live a less sheltered life. I've imposed this incredible solitude on me for no reason and I'm sick of it so look out SWANSEAAAAA because I'm sick of staying indoors it's making me physically sick I wanna puke ew. Time to go out again :)

This goes out to future me but also ANYONE with particular difficulties/challenges and goals/aspirations this summer. It doesn't matter if you get everything done, it doesn't matter if it takes you ages to get started, it doesn't matter if you don't get to it this summer. You're doing amazing. You're okay. Things take time. Merely acknowledging it? That's a huge step in the right direction, I'm proud of you.

Pure Love.

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