rant :3

gang im such a loser like my life is so boring :/ all I do is rot at home and go out drinking every once in awhile. I have 2 irls and one is sick rn and the other is making me lose my fucking mind. i feel like im just unlikeable irl and idk what to do to fix it!!!! i wanna fit in but im just so socially awkward from being bullied as a kid :3 had no friends ever so idk how to talk to people and its so frustrating ARGHHHH idk....ill probs just drink my issues away for now