Leaving my home to touch some grass tmrw / my visual novel

So, im finally leaving my home to touch some grass tommorow, how cool is that?
You might ask me "Why you haven't done that earlier" 
That's because i have agoraphobia 

Agoraphobia is a type of anxiety disorder. A person with agoraphobia is afraid to leave environments they know or consider to be safe. In severe cases, a person with agoraphobia considers their home to be the only safe environment. They may avoid leaving their home for days, months or even years.
(info taken from google)

Though my case is not that severe. I know a couple of safe spaces that im comfortable to be in, but im trying to like....push my limits / boundaries a bit? idk how to say it. But anyways, im very scared. 

About my visual novel that im making.....

The genre is "psychological horror"
Currently im making it in Russian, but im gonna translate it to English! 
Unfortunately, I dont have any motivation to finish it rn so it might end up unfinished
lmk what you think in the comments. 

p.s: this is the longest blog entry i've made.....oh and also sub to my insta: @no_name123455100
I'll post the pics from my "adventure" there!