Fuck...I kissed him.

Summary of what has happened in these 6 months, well, we talked again and I swear I thought we would be friends, just friends, but we had a weird connection this time, we were hanging out as friends for about 1 month or so and just when he came to drop me off we were both kind of anxious I could say and well, we knew what we were trying to do and I kissed him. ...The first kiss was quiet and the second was already ONE kiss...The third was a well given kiss, damn, today is my birthday LOL and I told my close friends and they said "you don't learn" and I know it. I'm not looking for a relationship with him and I'm not going back.