Drawing inspiration and Drawing Inspiration

Hello! I've been gone for a month or so, but no one reads these so whatevs lmao :P. Anyways, I haven't posted in a while, not just because of finals, school projects, and state testing, but also because I've had a hard time drawing inspiration. Also, I haven't been able to find drawing inspiration. It's funny how drawing inspiration and drawing inspiration are the same, mean different things, and both apply to me, lemme xplane :D. I'm in a high level english and math class at my school, and while I'm not stressed right now, but the projects I'm working on respectively is hindering my creative spark outside of them. In english, we just finished reading "The Twelve Lives of Samuel Hawley" and there are present and past chapters. The past chapters are called "Bullets" because he gets shot 12 times in the past. In each "Bullet" the author puts in Herecles imagery, so we had to draw each bullet w/ a summary. In math, we are doing grid and tessellation drawings (just think of how a mosaic repeats and that's kinda what tessellation is). All this drawing is killing my drawing inspiration outside of school and I cant draw inspiration for other things anymore. It's worse than that though, I also can't find inspo to write! I'm working on a passion project and I can't find the word or the story to write. I know I sound like a brat, I just wanted to express my dissatisfaction somewhere. Maybe me putting this out there and writing this all down will help me draw drawing inspiration. Or maybe it won't XD, I'm just glad I got this out there and finally wrote again. Maybe I'll write a new poem later, but probably now ;P. Bye Bye :3!