WGAT THE SIGMA

my bff is my friend again. she hangs out with me only on 1st break cus she still acts like she doesnt like me around her other friends... but as long as she likes me its fine so whatever i just wish it was easier  and she didnt have to only like me when were alone :/ shes also still freinds with the bitch i hit but i dont need to worry because school year is almost over.. i wish none of this happened its all my fault but  hopefully i can get through the last few weeks without offing myslef caz its been the only thing on my mind lately..