feeling like a nuisance

i feel like i'm too much for the people around me. i try to respond to everything in conversations but then i go on tangents for paragraphs, typing endless nonsense that ends up overlooked in favor of simpler topics.

i always have either too much to say or too little, and interaction has become exhausting even when it's one-on-one. i just don't know why i have no restraint. i don't know why i keep rambling and raving about shit nobody else seems to care about.

i try to take pride in being eccentric but a lot of the time i just feel alienated and ignored and weird. i take the time to find the right words and express something i am passionate about, and it just gets buried.

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