short vent

feeling dysphoric as shit.

My voice. My height. Pictures. My feet. My hands. My eyes. My chest. My dead name. Cis men. My brother. My dad. My uncle. My cousins. Public restrooms. Periods. My wrists. My interests. How weak I am. Hugs. Walking. Talking. Headphones. Sunglasses. Swimming. Running. Family gatherings. Makeup. Dresses. Pink. Non-black nail polish. She. Her. M’am. Miss. Daughter. Beautiful. They.