I need help:(

HOW TF DO YOU CODE????!!?!!?

I've been trying to make a game for some time, but idk where to start and yt tutorials don't help, it's like they expect you to know the basics (I do not know the basics) and I have troubles with learning:(it's hard to focus and it's making me even more stressed) , I just want to bring my OC to "life" and have a lil fandom of the game (hopefully, but I probably go ahead of myself since I don't know shit about coding or making models).

If I won't learn how to do is soon, I will pay someone to do it, but it probably won't be cheap and I'm broke, so if ANYONE can help (have a word of advise, recommend a good tutorial or simple program to do 3D games/models, I would appreciate it🧡🧡)