i fucking hate all of you

you all make me sick i hope all of you die in the depths of hell where you all belong
i dont give a fuck if this isnt the way to deal with what im going through im upset and thats that
my mental health is fucking terrible and i dont know where to find a therapist
but whats the point if im just gonna keep quiet about the important parts
i wanna kms but i dont have the tools to
and even if i did im too much of a pussy to do anything anyway
i fucking hate my life and all of you hate me
i know it
you all think im annoying