Half complaining about how annoying it is to apply for a job and half my day (with no pictures, im lazy)

I spent most of today filling out applications and man...

that shit blows, its boring and draining especially with the amount of applications I have done. Its not as much as the "15 applications to get 1 job thing" but its getting up there. 

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And idk if anyone knows this but panera bread is soooo "interesting" in its application process. They don't share much on the front page but when doing the application they asked me if i could work overnight and I was like ???? they showed 10pm to 6am and asked if I was available and when I read that it made me let out a chuckle of disbelief.

Like I know this makes me sound like one of those genZ's that doesn't want to work but these places don't want to hire me fr, I have successfully and truthfully applied for 6 jobs and the only one that called me back had too long of training period for me to work there in the right time frame. when has getting a summer job been so hard??? and the thing I hate the most is my mom doesn't think I can handle college and a job at the same time but at this rate im gonna have to regardless of what she thinks can happen.

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ok anyway, other than that my day was pretty slow! (^-^*) I cooked a 'european sized' (it was just small compared to what I am used to eating for spaghetti) portion of spaghetti and it wasn't filling but I got some snacks after and now im watching a 4 hour video about a starwars resort that failed by Jenny Nicholson

ps. 

aaaaa i've never publicly blogged like this but i'm less nervous than usual about it :D

will be calling this exposure therapy from now lmaoo