I am torn

As i have stated in my last blog post i am having trouble with love and as of currently i feel torn as i love two people though i am certain one is more than the other but one of them the one i know likes me back is upset I haven’t been talking to them but every time i try the stop message or don’t respond and l1 im uncertain if they see me as a friend or more im leaning of just friends though buy its difficult as i feel like i must make a choice but alas i dont even feel as if i am ready for any relationship not after my past heartbreaks

Oh what is a girl to do in this i feel so drained