rambling 101

haiii… so im writing this with no internet becuz im boreeddd. living in a shed is not ideal today might just be the worst day everrr!! first I lose my internet so it stops me from watching ronance edits, then its cold, then I go out to ask my mom if something happened and my socks are wet now because I didn't put shoes on before I went outside and its raining, and my mom was on the phone so she didn't even get to tell me why its gone. I know I sound soooo dramatic right now but like what r u supposed to do without internet.. I don't understand how ppl lived before cellphones like.. what did u do all day.. is that why all the old people sit on their porch and yell at kids who come by to get off their lawn?? like honestly if I didn't have a phone id probably be doing that by the time I was 20 out of boredom. how did people in like the 80s live.

and I know you're probably like "they went outside!" BUT WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO OUTSIDE?? if someone took away my phone I think id probably sob really loudly until they gave it back because I usually say "oh I would deal with it" but tbh I would NOT be able to handle that ive had a phone pushed up to my screen ever since I was 2 don't blame me for this.. but like im really bored and now im super hungry.. I woke up at 7 pm and I haven't eaten since then and its 12 pm for reference.. ive been awake for a long time I might actually just post this and head to  sleep but whatever im gonna keep rambling..

ive been listening to more music lately because I stopped listening to music for ages, but literally all im listening to is mitski, laufey, alex g, mars ago and tv girl and I love them all but if anyone has more music artists recommendations tell me pleaseee and why is abbey on loop I did not set abbey to loop its whatever though because its a banger I AM HUNGRY I HAVE BEEN HUNGRY I WAS BORN HUNGRYYY bro this is just me rambling about random stuff this is more like a podcast but in text form, I might go on a walk today because there's a shop just down the street and theres little friendly goats that come to the fence of one house and they let me pet them sometimes and they have a nice dog too and why am I not talking about anything in particular in this blog bro?? can I shut up?? its fineee

omg guess what why am I acting like we're talking like we're not its fine maybe I should stop rambling tho but like guess what this is really good for me talking to myself when my friends aren't online maybe I should do this more often and maybe I should get to the point like a couple days ago I had to call the police on someone crazy story im homeless rn and I have been for like 16 months so for 16 months I was living with this girl she's like 50 she's my moms friend and she entirely abused her animals the whole time and her dad she had care of and we were coming to pick up like some of our stuff because it hasn't been a month yet so she LEGALLY has to store our stuff so we like pull up to grab our stuff right AND SHE'S PUT OUR BELONGINGS IN THE DRIVEWAY IN THE RAIN?? HOW PETTY?? obviously she's not allowed to do that so we say put it back in your carport we can't fit all of that in our car and when we come back we'll give you 50 bucks and she comes out and starts like yelling at us and causing a disruption at like late at night?? like nobody gives a crap shut up? sorry my typing style is annoying I bet nobodys even got this far but like she wouldn't leave us alone to get our stuff and she kept going up to my mom and yelling in her face and saying "I can go wherever I want on my property!" like not when you're throwing a tantrum like a toddler when your 50 in the middle of the night.. so I called the police by myself and im kinda proud of myself and now we are gonna have a police escort to get the rest of our stuff.. so that's bad.. but yk whats good. bdubs uploaded today. that's whats good.

badababa im mcloving it bdubs upload WOOHOOO 

goodbye now