need a boyfriend so bad lol :sob:

yesterday i was at a birthday party and there was this guy who was sooo pretty, he looked like one of my favourite musicians. Since he was notably older than me (much older than me) i didnt ask for his number or anything, so i was just admiring him. At one point in the night he disappeared and i didnt see him anymore (˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥⋆) I was SO sad cuz the last time i saw him i didnt know it was going to be the last time </3 he left the party early also i dont even have a photo of him, i dont even know his name lol, he had the prettiest eyes ever and a lovely haircut. The worst part is that now i see that musician and he reminds me of this guy ughhh ive gotta leave him behind lol

 this made me realize how much touch and love deprived i am lol i dont take it that seriously, tbh i dont really care or realize till i have a crush like this and start imagining shit.